Love.Story.

sec 3s got to know their promotion today.
happy for the rest but i'm still quite unhappy.
i tried to fight for you. ):

went shopping with other 7 guides. chaotic.
so orchid people decided to split up.
ended up gg makan at macs. it's nice to bond
more with my other two patrol members.
and kailing took so long to eat.
everyone's asking me to shut up and stop being
lame. okay i will...but not for long. muahahaha.

i feel so paiseh now. ):
is it so weird?

afilyana; end of this chapter

i'm gonna cover abt camp here and my first day in term 3.
whee. i'm like so high right now. i hope it stays this way.
coz i just have so much energy to do anything right now.
i must get my mock cwb done tonight.
amaths and emaths notes too. (:
i feel super hyper and crazy today. whee.

NCO camp 22/6-24/6
BOND 007

day1: the day began when i was almost late.
mum was fickle abt sending me to sch or not.
finally she sent me and yay i was in school.
all ready for a 3 days 2 nights camp.
slacked at lounge with the rest for 3 hrs.
me, sherry and shirlyn went to prepare for amazing race.
then 3 of us including ver and liying went out to
get the food and we stocked up on more snacks. whee.
we are seriously damn pig! haha. amazing race was okay
just that sec 3s were slow but i think the partners in
crime did a good job. whee. but sec 3s were damn
entertaining.

night hike was fun. me n ver were scared but i was brave
enough to act possessed. me and keet were sitting together
at a station. but we couldnt make use of the school fully
coz many places were locked. sentry duty with mildred was
fun. and the sec 3s slept at corridor. it was funny to see the
way the sec 3s slept. haha. we pigged out in AS.
finally slept at 4 am.

day2: woked up at 6 am by sounds of
guides doing billybanja very nearby at foyer.
everyone was woken up pissed off. haha.
some of us slept summore and only wake up like 11?
haha. then it was time for endurance.
helped out the straw thingy. we all kissed each other alot.
i kissed keet alot. haha. whoops. cant blame us.
the game is like that. kidnapped firestruct people.
and i tied her. yay. gateway was nice people.
i love playing balloons with you all (:

but it was raining in the evening so we had indoor cf.
so fun. everyone got high. so yeah we crapped alot.
azy and sharon did their famous sexy dance. haha.
i got to hold hands with HER. ((: i'm always sitting
opposite her. i'm so in love with you. (:
ver, azy and me kiasu go and bathed. haha.
slept with mdm f after sentry with azy. haha.
she kept apologising in case she falls down on me.

day 3: me and azy woke up late. mdm f did not wake us.
halfway thru bfast ready. slacked aft that. but i got tired of
slacking and went to help out with games. now everyone
knows my obsession. oh man. then we all debrief. took pics.
and i gave biru my balloon. self decorated. yay.
the funny part was that biru mistook my bag as her bag.
and she put her wallet inside. and she was scared.
"maam, i accidentally put my wallet inside ur bag"
haha. so funny. should have caught her terrified face.

and today was first day of school. sick of school after spending
2 nights there. but today is a beautiful day (:
i shall stop being obsessed. and not irritate you guys more.
had meeting with mdm f. and the important meeting became
very long. poor darling. i'm gonna fight for you.
but it's just so little that i can do.

why issit that i'm loving guides more and
more when i'm already stepping down?
but i just love you people! i love my gf. whee.
as in not her. but her. haha. i'm not making sense.
i shall not show my obsession anymore ):

i want to linger here. a little longer here.
a little longer here with you.

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please forgive me for being selfish.
i dont wanna spoil the wonderful connection we have.
i love you.

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

afilyana; end of this chapter

it's onto the last few days of holiday.
just got back from cherating beach on tues.
it's so damn nice. much better than the beaches here.

it's nice to see my sister grow in front of me each day.
she's getting smarter and has started bullying me. ):

went to school for guides meeting today. damn crappy people.
i love you guys. and i feel a sense of satisfaction with the
amount of charcoal i chopped. considering the fact i
rarely touch the axe. and yes azy, i can be roadsweeper.
cant wait for nco camp tho. i'm sure we will have alot of
f-u-n torturing them. muahahaha.

“Uphold ties with the one who cuts you off.
Forgive the one who does you wrong.”
i think this quote is good and it makes me feel better now.

went out with shir and azy after meeting.
shir went to get dress for her cuz's wedding.
start wearing sth sweet girl. haha.
and we just left her changing at dressing room. whee.
we bumped into weiling so many times today.
is that good or bad? haha.
and thanks to him, i got my long-awaited treat today. whee.
i love my potato gratin treat. whee. i love you.

okay, im getting lazy. must start working on my work
esp coursework!! grr. and i must start to exercise again.
watched oprah reruns and i must really start to work out.

sorry aishy, will go watch movie and rockclimbing with you soon.
i miss you. and i love my girlfriends.
and i would like to congratulate
my friends who have sustained their love life. (:
i'm happy for u peeps.

i better get off the com now. i'm really not making sense tonight.
toodles~

afilyana; end of this chapter

time really past so fast. 2 1/2 years have gone.
i just felt as though abang just came from
melbourne to serve his NS.and tmr his family
is gg home. we've grown. and the times we spent
together. although how irritating he can be,
i realised that he was the one of the cousins that
actually bothered about my personal life.
i'm actually touched that he wants to be my
protector. in case any guy want to fool with me.
heh. i feel i should have cherish my times with
my cousins more. we all have grown up and soon
we all will be leading our own lifes. oh god! why
am i getting so emotional here?

i havent complete fnn planning yet.
my flu and cough has drained all my energy
and enthusiasm these days. went for chem yest,
got worse today when i went for amaths.
both were 3 hrs. can seriously die. ):

had a baddd dream yesterday.
which seriously make me panicked.
and worry! shall not make that dream become
a reality. i shall not see a 19 on my result slip.
i must see a single digit! (:

went window shopping with shir today.
and went kfc. when we were both SICK!
damn. i need to save alot for prom. (:
and mum's annoying, want to cut my hp line ):

i miss my friends!
i miss my sisters!
i wanna go watch movie!!
and go rockclimbing!
i just wanna destress (:

afilyana; end of this chapter

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