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.Sunday, June 26, 2005 ' 1:25 PM



school is starting again tmr.
all i felt was a long weekend. instead of a mth holiday.
sure doesnt feel like it. well, aint really looking forward.
to the reopening of school. pressures controlling me now.

i'm kinda scared and pressured tt whatever i had planned wont work out.
i've gone thru alot drg this june hols.
i want to go back to sch. as a person i used to be.
da confident afi with chirpiness like i was when i first entered cedar.

i dont want to disappoint my parents.
dey have always been dere.
i dont want to be a continue my failure.
i dont want to disappoint those ppl who have helped me.

easier said than done. tt's wat i'm afraid of.
i dont want to be the person i was in the last term.
all becoz of the pressures ard me. i dont want.
it's all in my head. if i push myself to say i can, i can.
my spirit and confidence gg down nw. no afi!
get back up. yes...up! on ur feet now!
afi, no more slacking now. practise what u preach afi.

okay sorie ppl..i'm just letting out whatever i'm feeling nw.
kinda stressed preparing for sch. well, i've gotta finish some more revision.
and ive got test and interview tmr. erm, kinda scared.
well, on another hand, i cant wait to go back to sch.
to see my frens. and try to adapt to the newly painted classes.
bluek. i miss my sisters and angels. =)) cant wait to meet them.
oh, my hair is kinda shorter nw. icks. feel like wearing a cap tmr.

i wont let anything get into my way.
i wont let anything affect me and myself.
i wanna work out whatever i've planned.
i dont wanna be a failure anymore.
i dont wanna be a disappointment to my parents anymore.
this is a promise i've made,
this is what i'm gonna follow.

afilyana; end of this chapter


.Thursday, June 23, 2005 ' 4:21 PM



been shopping alot these few days. heheh.
i'm broke. sheesh. sat gg out again. with buddies.
i'm like gg out even when my hmwk is not done.
i'm too tired by all the hmwk.
just finished i.t course. did most of the website myself.
and with the help of azy and raudha of course. =)

den aft tt went bugis with raudha. makan at banquet.
so packed. and so funny oso. me and raudha talking.
but cannot hear each other. den went bugis junction.
window shopping. den went bugis street.
legs were already killing me. went back to pasir ris.
and i did some shopping myself.

okay. my dear best fren, i sayang u alot tau.
dont forget to msg me okie. i noe u are one ms busy.
like a bee. wakakakaka. lurpe u alot alot. =))
keep me updated okie... *muaakkzz*

to my darleeng sisters, wherever u guys are now..
hope u r doing fine. miss u guys loads...=((
lurpe u guys too *muaakkzz*

[why does it hafta end this way? izzit me or izzit u?
i'm so confused. what is it gonna end up as?
after alot i've given. after alot i've gone thru.
and U, da one nw far away, in another country,
why do u hafta appear again?
when i thot i've gotten over U. apparently......]

afilyana; end of this chapter


.Sunday, June 19, 2005 ' 9:55 PM



who shall we punish for the tons of hmwk?
considering the amt of hmwk, this shouldnt be called a holiday.
let's see how much hmwk i have left.
amaths papers, 1/2 of emaths paper, 2 more F&N essays,
2 malay essay, 1 malay paper and ss project.
okie. that's quite alot more to go. x)
dont think i can finish it. sheesh. i havent had much time to revise.
and 1st week already got TESTS! *inhales,exhales*

my hand is already aching frm all the writing since 8pm.
if my time management is poor, okay fine.
however, isnt holidays supposed to be a family bonding time.
well, government even want us to spend family quality time.
so with the tons of papers, how to enjoy holiday wif family ryte?
i seriously think i want an extension for the hmwk.
later go back to sch, skali teachers take own sweet time to go thru paper.
waste my time only do like siao. sheesh.
aitex. enuff of my complaints. i hafta get back to the pile of junk on my table.

afiqah outs---ciaoz!

afilyana; end of this chapter


.Thursday, June 16, 2005 ' 9:54 PM



teens aLIVE camp

heez. i juz finished my 2 days camp/course.
it's not an overnite camp..
just frm 9-6. tiring yet fun.
met alot of new frens.
and i had alot of reconnections too.
when i first went to the briefing...
i got to noe tt my childhood guy frens were oso gg.
so it was nearly a childhood reunion lah.


it was raining yest when we were on the way.
me, aisyah and alyah were sharing an umbrella.
kinda no use ryte... i got a purple nametag =)


got to noe tt our nametags were our grp colours.
so we were separated. and yeah...we found our new grps.
my grp got me, atiqah, syamilah, taqinah, stephanie and nurul.
i'm the oldest among the gurls lah. =(
but they think i'm lying. boos
.

yest all of us abit the quiet lah. all still shy2.
so i had to get the ball rolling. firstly we did about appearance.
whether appearance matters anot to a person.
hahakz...but we had to look into the mirror deeper.
and see tt all of us are beautiful and unique! =)
the trainers use alot of stuff lah to get us interested.
even had to throw "tigger" to get us to respond.
when the person kena the tigger...dat person hafta respond.

second part of the workshop was about strengths and weaknesses.
i volunteered to do roleplay wif sis fuzah. hahakz.
finding my true identity...aint simple as it seems.
i take this workshop seriously. so i really focus on whatever i do.
ahems. hahakz...okayy...
we brainstormed on ways to combat our weaknesses. =)
we got alot of games lah. =) end of day 1.

day 2 got alot of excitement. somehow we bonded.
when we came we had to take individual photo. to put on our logbk.
we had icebreakers. and afiq was one of the few who kena punishment.
hahz. serve them right. say nonsense summore.
bro muazin wore black today! =)
den we had grpwork and more grpwork.
den reconnected wif alot of my pri sch jrs.
alot of dem were dere. and somehow all the stories poured out.
da more stories came out, da more we became excited. wanna noe y?
becoz it's a small world. all of us sumhw noe one another's frens or past.

we had to do mindmaps. i love it! coz i like writing out ideas.
but depends on the topic. one of it was about our idols.
so we each hafta write 5 and why we idolize them. =)
the trainers were good lah. i look up to them. esp bro muazin.
coz he has the qualities tt is difficult to find in a guy. no offence.

forgot to mention tt we got 3 meals per day.
breakfast, lunch and teabreak.
yest we had egg sandwich n curry puffs for breakfast.
2day got sausage bun. lunch yest we got plain rice wif 2 lauk.
today lunch we had nasi ayam. most of us were fighting wif the chicken.
den teabreak yest we had kuihs. today we had popiah and cakes. yums.
so we bonded during the breaks cz a few of us m.c.
hahakz...i reconnected wif atiqah and khuzaimah. i found alot of my pri sch jrs.
all of us became high and syamilah had to make us relax alot of times.
hahakz...she veh the relax one...the cool relaks one korner babe...=)

so it has been one exciting workshop. till the sisters [trainers] were happy to haf us.
hahakz...all giler2 dat's y. today everybody so giler2...like no one another so long liddat.
since all of us stay in pasir ris...so it's like very likely we will bump into each other.
oh i haf an adek angkat--atiqah-- whom looks alike like me. hahakz.
i've met her alot of times but nvr talk. and tis camp make us reconnect. =)

so sad cant get to see bro muazin again. my motivation! =)
aitex...hope everyone benefited frm this camp. hope to haf some good changes yah.


afi outz---ciaoz!

afilyana; end of this chapter


.Tuesday, June 07, 2005 ' 10:14 PM



Sentosa!!
went early to the market to buy ingredients for my mee hoon goreng.
met darleeng kak farah at the bus stop. was kinda surprised.
coz i'm kinda oblivious. heez. den i started cooking.
aunty yah was trying to help me. den my mum got alot of comments.
haiyoh..i'm still learning ryte. i'm still a food and nutrition student.
den got ready. was kinda late. met irah and nailah at kembangan.
dey were extra late. and i was da only one who brought cooked food.
*applause* den met jj and shaz at harbourfront.
out of more than 10 peeps, only 5 of us could make it. hahz.
went to siloso beach. irah, jj and shaz went to chg. bought water. damn ex.
coz shaz couldnt stop talking about gg into the waters fast.
ate my noodles. den da 4 of dem went into da waters.
me and nai went to buy a ball. coz apparently not one of us rmb to bring a ball.
i din want to go into da waters. i juz hate da seawater.
later very leceh want to wash up. i dun like!
da rest were forcing me to go into the water. i dont want.
BUT! shaz pushed me into da water. so i was already dripping wet frm head to toe.
since i was already wet, i juz continued playing lah.
we were like kids. running. playing ball. heez.
den we decided to go over to palawan beach.
we walked there with the radio blasting. sheesh.
went to billabong shop. man. hot stuff dere..!!
at palawan beach, spent some time finding a spot to settle down.
went over the bridge. and settled down on the other side of the beach.
was a wrong idea actually. coz so many evils dere. ick. wth.
it's a public beach for goodness sake.
i created drama man. i'm a poor swimmer.
so i was to scared to go over to the platform in da middle.
thanks nailah for helping me get over dere. and almost made u drowned.
i was screaming and screaming when i wanted to swim back.
everyone was staring. manz. almost drowned together with nai. *apolegetic look*
den we took pictures and more pictures. before we decided to wash up.
what a long queue in the toilet. inconsiderate ppl.
we forgot all about the ball tt we bought. damn. what a waste.
at the toilet we began sorting out our stuff.
coz apparently we kept our stuff everywhere. den we went to 7-11.
hungry pigs. jj, shaz and me were eating my noodles on the tram.
tt cute little jj was so farnie she was practically holding on to
the noodles everywhere. too hungry ryte j.
the queue for the bus back to harbourfront was damn long.
so we decided to walk. i think we walked for more than 3 km.
almost dying and regretting tt we walked.
at least we reached the same time as the ppl in front of us in the queue.
den we parted wif jj. were quite noisy in da train. heez. typical.
we were complaining bout our tan. icks. my face was damn red.
reached home and everyone was "nagging" me bout my face.
icks. natural blush. but it's stinging.
tmr i got footdrills prac. am sick. lost my voice. i tink i screamed too much.
oh..when i was on my way to KL, weiling msged me.
telling tt i was selected for ndp squad. wakakakakakakakaka.
i must tell my sisters. =) oh, shopping in KL was crazy.. =))
oryte.. i must get some rest now. if not i wont make it tmr.
ciaoz..!

afilyana; end of this chapter



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