Love.Story.

sighs..tmr must be better than today. tat's what i always keep in mind. for me to continue to change to a better person. thanx to those whu haf been encouraging me. =)

yest made kuih at my grandma's hs again. n yeah, aft that helped clean up da hs. damn tired lah. haha. wuz flat all the way home. luckily it wuz already in da aftnoon. craving for macs is getting out of control. i muz go dere this few days. sighs. went break-fast at da mosque. got bread liaox. nice. haha. yum.

today, nth much lah. went for prayers in da morning. den overslept. mum din wake me up for religious class. sorry u guys for not coming.. made u guys do alot of talking rite. sorry! =(

slacked at home. read books. wow. i did alot of reading these days. den cleared some of my stuff. manx.. i'm so bored cleaning up my room n house lah. what a holiday. i miss my frens.

met marleenah today at mosque. haha. once meet her only, we'll start talking n talking n talking. sheesh. must stop. den today aish came. yay! miss my sisters. must meet up for buka one day aite.

well, i've come to realised tat once u look at things optimistically n be more patient, things will be pleasant. n dunnid to feel down or worry. =)

okie, gtg slp now. to all my frens having papers tmr esp Shaz,Haz, Hakeym, kak Jannah, kak Izyan etc etc etc, good luck for tmr aite. believe in urselves. n overcome the challenge. =) takkaire ppl! *muakz*

~ the last 10 days are approaching fast. all i want is u. at least forgive me, sincerely ~

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sighs. as if things weren't already bad enuff. ppl ard me are making it worse. 2day is the start of my hols. yup, yest last day. so sad. it's goodbye sec 2 n hello sec 3. everyone i noe, well the close ones, are kinda down these days. sighs. the 'down' syndrome. i juz hope this syndrome will go away soon. so i muz hang in dere. yup, aish, hang in dere! =) i'm sooo gonna miss sec 2 life. n the memories i had. sighs.

2day went to help my grandma make kuih for hari raya. guess it's kinda early now. haha. sighs. on da way, my bro kinda picked a fight wif me. so yeah, i juz couldn't control my temper. n yeah..my parents lectured me. sighs. i juz couldn't control what i said. sighs. this is bad. i so need an attitude makeover. so yeah, my dear frens, be prepared to see a change in me. i hope i can make use of the remaining days of the fasting mth. to change myself to a better person. i hope. i hope. i hope. well, to all my muslim frens out dere, make good use of the remaining days. n i pray that u'll achieve whatever u want. =)

well, i am sorry if anything i said or did this year, has offended anyone. i'm terribly sorry. thank u to all my dear frens who has helped me get thru this year n i'm sorry if i've troubled anyone. =)
okie then, i'm gonna stop crapping now. takkaire ppl. lurve u all.

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okayy. finally i went to sch today. mon din haf sch but got guides meeting. n yeah. all of us discuss campfire theme for more than 3 hrs. sighs. i dunno whether this campfire will be a success. it takes everyones effort. quoted frm yunqian, "individualistic doesn't work anymore". well, i find that what da seniors said wuz true. alot of enlightening sentences. hahaha. well..ain't too happy with the positions n da ppl. eh...u guys...this campfire gonna bond us together hor not further divide us. haha..enuff said bout campfire meeting.

today very boring sia in sch. had to drag myself to sch...coz yest ponned sch ready. sighs. had enterprising talk. today mostly like career kind of talks n surveys. hah. den stayed in class. had many farewell letters to write for ppl. tmr last day oready sia. last day being in 2C. gonna miss 2C loads. haha. had to bring back home so many bks coz kena cleay up locker.

den for ml.. had to clean up both malay classrooms. walan... so dusty lah...sneeze n cough here n dere. haha. much better looking now when it's cleared up lil bit. everyone had to bring back hm sth to wash. haha. lyk wanna prepare for hari raya liddat. haha. went back hm wif shaz. aish so longggg...craving for macs now that i'm fasting.

went break fast at mosque as usual. yay. got marleenah today. da rice so much couldn't finish. den got alot of leftovers. haha. talk2 wif marleenah aft prayers. it's been quite some time n yeah.. our frenship has been more for 3 years. wow. coincidentally, me, aish n marleenah prayed in the same row, under the fan summore. haha. budden still damn hot. nvm..another challenge i hafta face. =)

okie then, enuff of me crapping. i hafta slp now. later cannot wake up for eat2. heehee. gdnyte ppl!! haha.

~i'm fine wif it. juz say it to my face. dun keep me in suspense~

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woke up at 2.15 am wif a nightmare. sighs. den i woke up at 4 plus again. went to the mosque aft sahur. sighs...cannot qiyam dere today. ustazah aishah spent an hr bout hadith. so farnie. den we went to her office n did our powerpoint assignment. den saw her wedding photo. so pretty. migawd. she damn pretty can...look arab-ish. haha.. damn hectic inside her office... duhx...got 6 noisy ppl put together...get a room full of noise... haha..

walk home in da rain...feel sick now...hehe... kay...i gtg now.. laters!

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yay. got to see my lil baby sis in my mum's tummy today. mum went doc's appointment. my bro damn hyper...got worms inside tummy. hahahahahahhaa. kidding. den went my grandma's hs...n i took a nap dere. haha...so bored. nth much to do today... later at nite got syarahan. n i'm damn thirsty now. hahaha..

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2 periods free. nth much to do. slack only. haha. had c&t challenge juz now. total 3 periods. me n shaz kept shouting2 lyk geylang bazaar liddat. now i'm having a sore throat. well...at least our sales were okay. dunno whether enuff to cover costs. i went ard surveying other classes stuff wif jj n yanti. i damn wat lah... kept 'arguing' about the prices. saje jer... hahahahha... den after more than 1 hr...i began to felt weak. too tired of shouting. took a stroll wif aish, had a sis-to-sis talk together.

after clearing up, went to com lab n watched a damn nice movie. miracle worker. so cute. haha. den got holiday assignment frm ms lee. yay. at least got sth to do these few days. haha.

had emcee audition for our campfire next year. kinda screwed up da last part. hehe. oh wells. dunno what my position is for the campfire. okie den... i hafta go get ready... gtg mosque soon... laters!

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i'm supposed to stay at home today since got nth much to do in sch other than laze ard. but yeah, had to come to sch n pass up option form. n pass some money to my leader. had a difficult time making up my mind for the option form. kinda fickle minded. haha... headache sia...esp seeing our temporary result slip. blouse kena caught by tay. hate him sia. not that i purposely lah. i din even realise. he tink he damn big sia. had to control my temper coz i wuz fasting. lyk whu he tink he is...da discipline master...puh-leese. nair is better! damn happy when get to go home. lyk free of boredom. haha. coz the any free time in class, i use it for writing malay poetry. hahahaha.. till da gurls get sick of it. :p too bad!

memories is the only thing i haf of u~

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got back lit paper...yay. did much better than expected. den da day went on very boring. talks by ms leong, mousehunt movie. well at least the talks by external ppl wuz enlightening n fun. i really look up to that lady man. haha..

had ml session aft sch. drama n tarian audition. but not many turn up for the session since some ppl got belay sch n stuff...so some of us only audition for drama. if i were to be given both opportunities for drama n dance, i'll seriously haf to split my time wisely. dies. hahaha...but i wanna dance... hehehehe... SYF next year. maintain our gold n make our ex-dancers proud. yay. hahahaha...

~dance the night away

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today ain't that good. got back maths, geog n hist. felt like crying when i got back my hist. for the first time ever, i din get an A. migawd. maths..dunnid to say lah har... hahahahaha... *sobs*

continued flintstones movie..n watched 'afterschool'. so action yet we all so emo. got touching parts we all teared. got action part or obscene part we all scream. haha... gurls..

lalalalalala~

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sighs sighs sighs. got back papers. damn happy that i could continue to be a cedarian next year. din fail any..but yeah could still do much better. dey moderated the science paper. so now i got some extra marks. hehe.

watched school of rock n a lil bit of flintstones aft recess. damn. nvr bring my jacket...freezing in da MPH. haha. okie den..wanna go take a nap now. laters!

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Yay!! 2day i finally can pray. finally. feel so good. mdrsh wuz fun juz now. as usual. but yeah, more telling of stories esp now ustazah aishah is back! yay! miss her man. her stories damn farnie lyk hindustan oso haf. hahaha. had a nice time laughing in class. sighs..tmr get back papers. eng, hmt n science. die! okaylah...enuff of me crapping. laters!

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ookkayy... today is the first day of ramadhan. am so happy!! yest met aish n shaz for lunch nearby, den hang out at town park for awhile. 'bumped' into alfa on da way dere. sighs...aish....y frust.. spoil drama lar!! =) hee. waited for seri to come...den me n aish left... aish met naz n da rest at town. while me went home.. got religious class ler...

ookaayy... went back from class, my mum n i went to the mosque to pay sth.. hee. went to my aunty's hs for awhile. aft maghrib prayers, went to the mosque. luckily we came early. if not no parking. so packkedd!!! kays...i had to take care of my bro n my fren's sister while dey pray...since i couldn't. sighs. so many ppl n i had an instant headache. met my frens dere...wow...aft 1 year... i wuz wondering...so fast time flies by n ramadhan is here again. i kept thinking of da nice memories i had the past ramadhan. sighs.. if only i could relive those moments.

sighs...okay lar... i wanna do hswork now. tataz!

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sighs...today last paper. well...supposed to be happy...budden can't go out liaox...damn bored lar..wanna go sentosa... oh yar...talking bout sentosa...i wonder what happen to shaz... hehehe... =) i'm supposed to go today...budden my parents say i've been gg out too much...erms.. hello?? i go out study liaox... kk...fine....tmr maybe not following my frens to town...maybe juz meeting up wif shaz n aish for breakfast nearby...den slack at home...hahahaha.... i've all da time in da world now!!!

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