Love.Story.
*bougain all da way*
had sports day todae @ serangoon stadium. darn. had to do 'yo-men' service. darn. jj, ying ting, diana join da cheerleading. geez. diana look so funny. haha. overall bougain wuz 2nd amg all da houses. whee~ we rawk.
went out wif my sistaz aft sports dae. wuz all damn sweaty aft sports day. so went freshen up den went out to plaza singapura. took neoprints n went LJ. wahahaha. went home early. tired. finally. sports dae over. n Bougainvillea rocks!!! :)
[y r we so 'chio'...haha]
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ml exam realli sux. i'm sure gonna do badly for peribahaasa. but at least my kefahaman wuz lyk each question i write long2. sure cikgu happie nyer. went to PS aft tat. den went to tamp lib wif aish. rushed hm for tuition aft dat. am damn tired okay. whu cares...at least one paper is down. derefore...i may not be updating for sum tym due to da coming exams.
~am missing tarian so much~
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back to sch...peepz talking bout JT. i noe we weren't dat gd last sat but at least we got da guts n effort to dance. it isn't easy to dance in front of so many ppl n we had only 2 wks of proper training. thanks alot to some ppl ya. n JT ppl are da best penari2 in cedar. :P Argh!
glad to noe dat 2dae ms wan n mrs lee nvr come. so got 3 prds free n dnt is so much peaceful w/o walking bible. haiz...now no nid to stay back dat frequent, since no more tarian prac. feels so awkward. waahh...
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*srikandi cedar dari cedar ave*
JT's over. waaahhh. kay lemme tell u my JT story. haha.
i reached sch at 6.45 when i wuz supposed to be dere at 6.30. but at least i'm not soooo late unlike deena *ahem* n kak suhailah. no offence. i reached dere n den mie n murny took our costumes n change. da costume abit da too shiny. lyk baju kurung xcept dat it wuzn't realli a skirt.
den wore samping, sash (?), selendang...etc. my hair kena tortured by kak izyan. tarik2 lyk want to putus. i had a 'fringe'..den da rest were lyk touching2 my hair. dey say my hair smooth. haha. den kak ely n her fren came. did our make up n touching up. half-way make up, we had to leave for RI. continuted our makeup dere.
i realli looked lyk a ghost. da make up wuz (no offence) but it wuz damn 'over'. kena wear clip-on earrings (ouch!), sanggul, fake hair (lyk cik pon), brooches, glitter on eyes aje 3 coatings. maskara n eyeliner so thick.
den azizul came to da class, n we had to go. waited outside da hall for our turn 2geder wif amk sec n canberra. wished each other luck. realli nervous. carn rmb da steps. haha.
heard mazlan said "...srikandi2 dari cedar ave..." hotak dier lah cedar ave. den da music played. n gosh...i nearly screwed up. i wuz totally shaking when i wuz dancing. da lights blinded my eyes. luckily din fall or wtvr. as i wuz dancing i heard "eh..afiqah"...or izzit my imagination? haha.
aft performance, went to sit at da back of da hall wif da rest of da penari2. amk sec wuz oso gd. imran, azizul, makmur (kuih tart :P), fahmy, arifin etc. were singing. imran sang belaian jiwa. at least tis pembahas got guts to sing. teasing kak ain bout kuih tart. i din realli pay attn to da performance as i wuz consoling kak suhailah whu wuz unsatisfied wif her performance.
during da break, met murny's parents. met da rest of da cedarians too. dey were shocked to see mie. mcm 'hantu'. haha. i looked so diff. dengan my feet tak pakai kasut. drank wif da rest at da canteen. saw kak ely n her frenz ngah makan. so she did stay to watch. kata tak nak tengok. hurmph.
mie n murny decided not to go MTP. aft break, den got other schs. tkgs buat 'bali' dance. ri buat dikir. xpected dem to do ewa bulan...n dey realli did. mie n kak ain kept on laughing. dey all takde ke steps lain besides da steps dey did at PK'03. den da winners : 3rd : teck whye 2nd: pierce sec n da juara...i'm so happie dat i cheered for dem...n da juara wuz sembawang sec. dey danced realli nice. n yah...tkgs din win anything. whooohooo... happie giler. :P
den kak ely talked to us n took our pic. did cedar cheer. den went back to class. reached da class at 3.15 n we went out at 4. coz nak tukar aje leceh den we nvr bring facial, had to scrub da make-up off. itupun cannot clear totally. dunno how many tyms i went to da toilet. da door stucked 2 tyms. haha. luckily i wuzn't trapped inside.
ate at LJ's aft dat. went hm wif my 'family'. kak ain kena tease rabak2 on da way hm. kuih makmur lah...kuih tart lah. :P shanis oso kena. crapped wif kak jannah on da way hm. kesian my makcik n my nenek sedara. haha. lame. wtvr lah. conclusion for da dae...tired n sad. JT's over...back to reality. MYE cuming. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....
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2dae had maths test...first prd. wanted it to be postponed. ms leong wuz nagging at da whole sch...but i rather haf her nagging den doing da test. i tink i'm gonna flunk it.
haiyoh..during hml...cikgu told mie tat tmr mie n murny muz go back wif her to sch for MTP. take cab. waste tym aje. i wun be able to concentrate during da talk...coz i'll be worried. n aniwae..i duwan to meet any teachers. argh...i duwan to go back wif her. i shall go back wif JJ, Dirah n da rest. go j8 first maybe. i'm tinking of not gg back to sch...coz ms wan oreadi noe n she say got comp can be xcused. haha.
sheesh...tmr's da day oreadi. for 4 n 1/2 mins dance...so many days of practices. i'm not worried bout my steps..i'm juz worried i'll juz screw up n forgot my positions. argh...noooo!!! srikandi cedar will rock on. we can do it. gosh...damn nervous tinking bout it. n hafta be in sch at 6.30 tmr morn summore. make up n costume. haha..juz now practice at canteen empty space. ppl were looking. skipped guides. my guides sistaz all see mie dancing n dey were lyk "eh...afi.." gosh...damn humiliating man juz now...
i'm very hyper 2nite...gesh to get rid of my nervousness...haha... aniwae... WE WILL ROCK ON!!!
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have been having JT for da whole wk. so haven been updating. it's tis sat. dammit...all of us are lyk so relax now...maybe becoz we haven see our costumes yet...but got to noe frm kak izyan dat its wif a samping and selendang. er...how to jump when we use samping seh? uh-oh.
tis few days..haf been sick...now got no voice liaox...haf been irritating ms wan. she say i sound lyk a crow becoz i got no voice still want to shout2 n irritate her...wth...fine! had geog n lit test yest (wed). slept during lit test. damn slpy lor. actually most of us slept coz da poem wuz so familiar...i scribbled...den slept. den woke up for geog test...so fresh lor. haha. had wrestling match wif JJ juz now. i wuz fed up wif everything. den JJ sengaja carik pasal...hah...kan dah kena frm mie...den i got hit by geog tb on my eye. ouchie...got choc frm her as a sorry gift frm her...i din ask...she wanted to gif...i take only lah...heheh...too bad gurl...
haiz...carn wait for JT practices to be over. my parents haf been very angry bout mie staying back everyday till late. if i was given a choice...i wuldn't want to stay back lor. lyk as if i got nth to do liddat. if cikgu were to let us prac since feb..now we all no need prac lyk wat lor. sickening cikgu. make us suffer. purposely. damn pissed wif her. gg on strike on her. :P
2dae got JT prac. den went hm early coz later mum angry agayn. went hm n things were betta. lurve my tarian members. all very encouraging n gave mie moral support. n i lurve kak nana esp!!! so sweet of her.
argh...shitty...hafta go now...am supposed to finish up my maths hmwk which actually due 2dae...so i shall be killed by ms lee...heck arh...haiyoh...tmr got no JT...supposed to relax..but den got swimming n guides sec 1 enrolment ceremony. kak izyan wants mie n murny to xcuse frm guides. *yay* whoa...i shall be bringing my stuff to sch tmr lyk karanguni. haha. okaylah...hafta go now...before i'm killed by everyone ard mie...i betta go...wth am i crapping now? seelah...mental disorder suffered by an idiot.
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went to nicole's bro's bdae bash. mie reached earlier than the rest. one by one each of us were pushed into da pool. den pinky diana came late..all 6 of us pushed her into da pool. she dressed up nyc2...wif her shena's baggy tee n her hoopy earrings. luckily we nvr throw her hp into da pool. haha. poor pinky. we were forced to compliment her...:P
luckily got xtra clothes. den went hm...damn tired...damn...dnt haven do...argh..heck arh....walking bible stupiak.
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had JT prac 2dae...damn tired...both kak ely n kak muna came. practised lyk wat. den grp 3 most of da tym hafta stay backstage. now we all are lyk low spirited. tmr hafta go sengkang at a void deck or sth for prac. kak ely n kak muna sacrificed their tym to teach us. haha.
had leaders' invest juz now. got guests frm other schs. damn farnie. yani, far n dirah carn keep quiet lor...damn irritating. but aniwaes...u guyz mengong selalu (plus mie actually). kak ain danced da indian dance (cca leaders) so farnie. din see kak arina tho'. saw aish's face so many tyms. memang betul ckp dier...tengok muka dier banyak kali sampai dah jelak. first, ambik badge aje naik dah 3 kali; for monitress, cca leader n psl. den dier dance oso 3 tyms. i love their african dance. so cute. mich din danced. wat a waste. den dey ended wif a song called "at the beginning" n had ta sing sch song. no music summore. suddenly lyk everyone so loud. or izzit coz we were in da MPH? haha.
den crapped wif shara aft dat while waiting for JT prac. went hm late...as usual...blah blah blah...
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*where da sky meets da sea, dat is where i wanna be*
came to class, carrying a box, wif my hair untied n my first button not buttoned up. tell ya...if ms nair were to see mie juz now morn, i wuld haf been sent to RC. i wuz damn messy. lost my rubber band n comb on da way to sch. dropped it in da car i gez. had trouble finding for black rubber band. luckily mag had light blue rubber band...betta than nth. zihui, chenya n JEAN did morn reflections 2dae. chenya n jean were so cute i tell ya.
gosh, ms wan wuz damn naggy juz now. kept picking on mie n dawn. haha... it's so dangerous to be sitting @ da center of da class. carn daydream nor hide unfinished work frm teacher. damn drowsy 2dae n my sore throat wuz driving mie crazy. drank tons of lemon barley. now filling betta. had hml aft recess, slacked ard in da lib. wuz venting anger at yanti, shaz n esp JJ. yanti say i kena possess oreadi. haha...felt so "angry" wif dem. throwed pillows at dem. we were late for lit. i wuz lyk half awake in class. wuz so weak lor. even during C.E, ms wan asked what was wrong wif mie...told her i wuz sick. aft sch, finished up maths hmwk. waited for JJ so long to finish up hers.while wating i wuz 'singing' cenderawasih 'ago-go' version. haha..wuz damn noisy. banging da table wif acrylic pieces. my singing wuz so bad due to my blocked nose. haha.. got a msg frm murny to come down for JT prac at ml class b4 gg to AS. dere goes my lunch. ate sum snacks only. wuz so blur during prac. ppl were all looking. den at AS, all da malay peeps i noe were in dere too, watching us since mldds 2dae had nth betta to do. wuz so humiliating kay. kept laughing. but da last dance wuz my best. wish kak ely culd haf seen dat. i wuz kinda firm (for da first tym ever).
gosh, tmr kak ely n kak muna cuming. gonna be so dead. muz wake up. muz make my movements firm yet soft. gosh...grp 2 n 3 muz learn fast2...coz we got another 3 more mins of da dance to learn n we got lyk wat...4 pracs left. next sat is da competition.
yeah...my frens can cum support mie. Cedar is in grp 1. 3rd performance. spectators r to be at RI hall dere at 11 am. den maybe aft da grp 1 n 2 finish, u guyz can go back to sch for MTP. we can only go home at 5 liddat. gosh. wheee..cikgu wun be cuming.. hope u guyz can cum support JT peeps. *muakz*
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*poetry is everywhere---mrs soo*
had sci test juz now. got confused btwn all da things i read. wuz damn hungry during da test, n it ate into our recess kaez!!! mummy yeo wuz late so we started the test late lor. overall da test wuz okay. hafta beat azy for tis CT.
aft recess wuz malay so mie, shaz, JJ, nad, dirah n far ate slow2...relax2 only... we reached malay lesson not too late lar...watched 'puteri gunung ledang' video clip. wuz nonsense lor. den had hist lesson, thot culd get back CT 2dae...but ms chia haven finish marking. argh... den had dnt as usual. din study for theory test. dammit, haven finish filing my acrylic piece. culd haf finished but 'mother teresa' lectured us bout plastics agayn. wuz damn boring. made up a sajak in my head. ate a light lunch...den had creative writing course.
mrs soo, as usual, entered da class enthusiastically. she gave out m&ms n certs. den had poems presentation. mine wuz damn crappy coz had no idea. gonna miss her lessons. but mie n da rest will try asking mrs foo to bring her back to teach us more...tips for eng exam n stuff. her last words were simple yet touching. we were lyk "awww...". tell ya, she rawks kay! love her!!! msrs so overheard yanti n yani doing dikir. den she asked dem to perform. yani requested tat mie n JJ oso go. gosh...damn paisei-ing lor. wuz damn loud. gez mengong at da next class oso can hear. she say da dikir wuz poetic.
i wuz supposed to haf tarian prac...but wuz too sick to go. niwaes, cikgu had bengkel for sec 4s. she purposely lor. damn pissed wif cikgu. y carn she let us haf prac wif peace for juz another 1 more wk. argh...gonna haf to psycho man.
mie went hm wif nada, "consoled" her since she wuz nervous bout tmr's sports day heats. phew...luckily mine not tis wk. muahahaha... kaylah...gtg finish up my work. my stuff are all in a mess. tell ya my table in class is damn messy. carn even find my maths bk 1. die.
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*srikandi2 cedar, wanita penuh ketangkasan dan kelembutan*
haiyoh, 2dae reached class only, saw JJ in a bad mood. eyes red readi. Haiz...tak lain tak bukan pasal 'kimura-san'. he asked fer BY's new no. BY wuz oso telling us how she bumped into 'kimura-san' in da mrt. JJ wuz lyk in her heart very fed up readi. mie, nad n yani laughed at her reaction when she asked fer BY's no. n when she reply his msg, she wuz lyk venting her anger oreadi. haiz...heartbroken...gosh...bad luck fer mie...have to tolerate her "heartbroken" attitude juz now. heartbroken...i wrote fer her a sajak...to make her happie...she wuz lyk laughing coz da sajak wuz abt her n 'kimura-san'. nad oso asked mie to write fer her sajak..haiz...am i offering free service to da ppl whu r heartbroken?
during geog, eng n ipw, we all slack2 only. ms wan forced my grp to present ipw project. but too bad, da bell rang for recess. wuz doing a sajak fer nad during reading period. suddenly mrs goh appeared in da class. i wuzn't even reading eng bk..i throwed da sajak to JJ. haha...phew..it wuz close...
during dnt, i spent 3/4 of da lesson finished up my cutting of acrylic piece. den mrs lee crapped for da next 20 mins. din realli pay attention...wuz making up a sajak in my mind. n i wuz having fun making JJ irritated.
got back maths CT...wheeee..i passed...my class topped the level kay....whoa... dammit..due to my carelessness, i loss a few precious marks. damn. got one of da highest for last term's home econs. distinction...whooohoo...haha...
omigawd...juz now tarian prac sux. kak ely came. she damn stressed...n da steps were lyk damn complicated. jump here n dere...hand turn here n dere. n left only bout 5 pracs left. cikgu din even want to xcuse kak suhaila, kak huda n kak nana frm ART. at tis rate we're gg at, i tell u arh, we can predict dat we might not perform on next sat. thankew so much cikgu...u planned tis earlier rite...hah!! purposely want to let us paisei in frnt of tkgs (argh!), RI n da rest of da mats n minahs population rite? argh... kak ely wuz lyk frust oreadi den she say sorie for being so stressed up...haha...
Gosh...if we carn go fer JT, i tell u...i'm gonna go on strike...not gg to ml class...haha...lyk as if i dare...:P i'm so damn stressed up...i culdn't catch up wif da steps n tmr got sci CT..n i'm totally clueless bout active transport n stuff. gosh...juz now argued wif murny agayn. but nvm...it's normal...cried a lil bit...den we hugged...n everything went back to normal...hope so... haha deena wuz so cute when she wanted to go to da toilet...asked mie n murny to stand in da toilet...so scary seh in dere. no wonder...
*damn pissed wif cikgu*
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boring boring day...sigh sigh sigh
had religious class in da morn. damn sleepy when i wuz in class. even da teacher say how cum 2dae i so quiet...in fact all da gurls were lyk quiet 2dae. no response... wuz supposed to meet JJ at tamp lib to do research. cancelled it n called lita to do it for us. muahahaha...
did tuition hmwk aft i came hm. nobody's at hm xcept for my kuzzin. damn drowsy. simple maths questions oso i carn work out. argh. den aft tuition, went hm...nobody at hm lor...went to sent my kuzzin back to camp. sighz...
carn be bothered to do my maths hmwk anymore...damn tired...
okaylor...i have to go now...write agayn tmr...if i can...tmr still have JT prac wif kak muna n maybe kak ely will cum. how am i gonna tell my mum tmr i hafta stay back...sure she not happie liaox..haiz...
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*once a cedarian, always a cedarian - Ms Leong*
had speech day at 9.30 am juz now. wuz quite fun arh. ms leong gave an 'inspirational' 30 mins speech n da guest of honour (Corrie's dad) gave quite a short speech. whoa, Corrie is da top student for class of 2003. proud of my ex-guides senior. scored a perfect score of 6 pts. her dad gave her da top student award n da outstanding student award. when she went to receive da award, she shook hands wif her dad n hugged him. aww, so touching. most of us were on our feet cheering for her. i feel so happy for her. da row tat i wuz sitting at wuz filled wif mostly guides n we were lyk clapping so hard for her. irene n mie were msg-ing ppl on our hp. i gez walking bible saw us coz she wuz lyk standing at da pillar behind us for quite sum tym. whu cares..:P Den da band played medley from 'phantom of da opera'. if only i culd spot shaz, shaza, shara n maroon, i culd have made dem laugh. haha...i'm so mean. i've to admit it guyz, ur performance wuz so nyc. den da choir performed...haha...saw saranya...so cute.
had to sing sch song at da end of da ceremony. so diff when sing to da band version. aft dat, went down to da dining hall. mie n azy tried to irritate our other guides whu were serving food. took sum food. met kak ain. a pity kak adilah nvr cum. met orchid'03 seniors. missed dem... dey look so cute now...esp shu hui n claire..jingyi remained as sweet as she was. ate summore. den went to tarian. dragged azy along, waited for more ppl to cum for da prac.
we practised for awhile at da corridor. den we went up 2 da hall. so many ppl practising their dances. practised on da stage. gosh, ppl were seeing. ohmigawd, i carn imagine wat will happen on da real day. if fall or anything, haiz...it'll be so paisei-ing.
2dae i dunno how cum i'm in a such a bad mood. *ttotm* maroon, murny, kak nana n everyone else asked mie if i wuz okay. dey say dey nvr see mie so down. i said to dem i wuz okay. but dey knew i wuz hiding sth. haha...dey say i wuzn't cheery 2dae. oh fine...gosh, 2dae we all were lyk began to worry wat if we nvr finish our tarian in time. we still got 3 more mins of da dance to learn n we got only lyk 10 days left. gosh...
[JT peeps rawk on gurls!]
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*2dae really rawk*
haha...my class played 3 belated april fools joke on 3 teachers dat we din see yest. all 3 teachers kena da same joke. nada hid in da dustbin cupboard where got all da switches for fans n lights. during lit, nada off da lights 3 tyms...vaishali went to on it as usual..den we asked mrs peh to find out wat wuz happening to da lights...when she found nada...she dun realli have expression lah...but she wuz sporting enuff, mrs yeo too... at least ms wan wuz damn sporting...while da grp were doing presentation..nada agayn off da lights n fans...2 tyms...den ms wan checked the cupboard (she noes sth wuz fishy), but when she opened it...ms wan wuz so shocked...we were all laughing lyk hell...haha...tis tym round we made it so real...screaming...make it as though sum ghost is haunting the class..haha...ms wan wuz blushing aft dat.
went swimming. i actually din want to coz of my backbone. but i juz went into da pool lah...juz try...if realli cannot...den i step out of da pool lah. wuz fun 2dae. joke ard wif joey, FM n ash. went back to class aft dat..ate wif shaz...ms nair wuz walking ard n i din even tie up my hair. went to guides for awhile n den went to JT self-prac. only 7 or 8 of us turned up 2dae. yest wuz full attendance (for da first tym ever). kak suhaila went off early..n i wuz da only one left in my grp. took turns dancing one by one. wuz fun. joke ard wif kak nana, kak huda n da rest arh. aft kak huda n kak nana left, mie, murny, lisa n mumtaz practised agayn. took turns dancing one by one agayn. purposely criticised when dancing...cannot concentrate lor. gosh...wat will happen on da actual day seh. guides were at da opposite side doin footdrills wif Y.A michelle...haha...looked at dem so cute...
haiz...okaylah...my backbone is starting to ache agayn...write agayn sumtym soon...haiz...tmr still got speech day n JT prac. gosh...my wk has been so tiring.. sigh...
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*april fool...muahahaha*
2dae got temperature taking exercise. we played a trick on ms wan. when she said "whu nvr bring thermometer despite many reminders n checks?" den most of us stood up...but we were laughing. in da end...only siva...da goody gurl stood up...ms wan wuz "disappointed". ms wan snickered when we said happy april fool day to her. den b4 maths we made a plan to go to da sci lab. but when ms lee reached da class, we din realise...den our plan din realli worked out.
ms chye din come for music. we all did lots of stuff...frm making nonsensical music to breakdancing. during hist, we made ms chia panicked when we said tat she stained her skirt...she laughed when we told her it wuz juz a joke. shuld look at her reaction. damn farnie. but da best joke wuz done by cikgu. gosh...cikgu... actually both cikgu(s) joined forces. when we entered the library where we alwayz have our hml lessons dere, we hear got test. we gez tat it wuz sum kind of joke. but their faces so stern n cikgu wuz typing sth into da notebook...so we thot realli got test arh. cikgu passed out da papers. had to do summary. den when we were all doin silently...den cikgu put april fool in malay. took sum tym for us to figure out wat wuz happening coz da april fool words were in malay...den when we found out, we were lyk damn fed up wif cikgu. laugh lyk wat...da lib became soooooooo noisy. yani even fall off her chair seh. haha....den we watched the video clip on da debate btwn cedar n RI. dey were damn farnie esp suanggita.
had sci remedial. yanti, nad n far skipped it...how dare dey..haha...den went to JT prac after tat. kak muna onli came...kak ely dunno where da hell is she...
practised n practised...up n down..new steps, da steps complicated seh...fall down..n up agayn so many tyms...my backbone got one big lump..n blue-black. want to sit properly or bend down oso cannot. so painful. argh...shitty...tmr still got swimming. wif my backbone lyk tis...oh gosh...
argh...haven do finish maths hmwk. carn stay up anymore...worn out oreadi. muakz muakz peepz..
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